❀❀The tans may fade, but the memories will last forever.❀❀
Its like screaming, but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important, that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. An when its over and gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good.
I know I have a heart, because I can feel it breaking. ~The Wizard of Oz
I had a weird, empty feeling inside me. Not a bad sort of empty. It was a sort of lack of sensation, like being in pain for a long time and then suddenly realizing that you’re not anymore. It was the feeling of having risked everything to be here with a boy and then realizing that he was exactly what I wanted.
Maggie Stiefvater, Linger
We didn’t run through fields of flowers, hand in hand. No music played when we kissed. No house landed on my mother. I didn’t let go of everything all at once and become some bright and shining example to prove all it takes is a knight with a hammer to break the glass tower. Life doesn’t work that way. We tried, though, as we still try, every day, to make this work. To be honest and faithful to each other. To listen. To look ahead of things that lie before us instead of always staring behind at what we’ve left behind. I don’t know what the future brings. All I know with utter certainty is this. He tamed me. We need each other.
Finally pictures of my “instead of binging jar” :) There are about 30 pieces of paper with ideas to do instead of binging when I’m bored or when I’m moody. It will kick my ED’s ass, I hope !!! Thanks for those who gave me great ideas. I put them in my jar and wrote *tumblr* below.
This is an amazing idea!
Before even thinking of walking over to the kitchen, go through every single note until the jar is empty and you don’t feel like binging anymore.
for anyone who has asked me what to do after a binge…here’s an awesome idea for you guys! :-D!!!
i’m so making one of these omg
I wanna make one!! Fan mail me things I should put in it! Exercises, tasks, anything.
milestowardshappiness.tumblr.com/ I’M MAKING ONE OF THESE, EVERYONE SEND ME SOMETHING TO PUT IN!! RANDOM ACTIVITIES TO DO, EXERCISES, ANYTHING! THANKS!
I’m definitely making one!!! EVERYONE PLEASE SEND ME THINGS TO PUT ON THE PIECES OF PAPER! :D
This is an awesome visual!!! =D How much weight have you lost?
but can’t afford a real hooping hoop, not the little kid wal-mart kind